On Weed: Should Writers Write While High?


A woman at the dispensary searches for something called "Green Crack." She tells me this strain is ideal for writers. There are a few great strains, but Green Crack would be the best.

Marijuana is legal for recreational use in Colorado. There are some restrictions and other funky laws that tag along, but the average Colorado citizen can avail herself of the services provided by everyone's favorite green friend without going to a lot more trouble than it takes to buy a beer or a lottery ticket.

Yes, it's a little weird. You do go to a store that can only let so many people into the purchasing area at a time, so you might end up in a waiting room with (mostly normal) people and one guy in a mobility scooter who has peed himself. Yes, the strains of marijuana still have names like "Mantanuska Thunderfuck" and "ChemDawg Biodiesel." Yes, you can pay with a debit card, but only through a complicated, "cashless ATM" procedure. There's still a certain level of seedy charm to the whole thing. But ultimately, you can drive home with marijuana you purchased above-board, and if you get pulled over, so long as your dispensary bag is still stapled shut, everything is fine (if you work at an Office Depot in Colorado and wonder why you've had a sudden run on mini staplers, now you know).

For lots of Coloradoans, it's been nice, though not a huge lifestyle change. This hasn't traditionally been a state where it's difficult to come across marijuana, and medical marijuana has been going strong for a while.

Drugs can open your mind. But for me, that opening of the mind had a lot more to do with the people and places I saw, the things I heard, than it did with the chemical properties of a burning leaf.

Personally, my life didn't change much after the law did. I'm not one for drugs. The most significant difference in my life with the legalization, and not one to be sneezed at, was the ability to walk downtown areas without having some guy ask if you would sign a petition to legalize marijuana. I complained long and hard about the ineffectiveness of these goons, but I guess they did it. Or someone did, anyway. And I hope they are enjoying the sweet, sometimes harsh, taste of victory.

Let's talk about what this has to do with writing.

There's any number of stories out there about creative people doing creative things with the aid of marijuana. Jay-Z. Jon Stewart. Steve Jobs. Brian Wilson. Oh, and the writers. Hunter S. Thompson, Ken Kesey, Norman Mailer, Stephen King. Even Maya Angelou.

What surprised me most was a recent-ish article about Lee Child, author of the Jack Reacher series. It's a good profile, and Child comes off as  charming, especially when he points out with true humor and humility that people are always looking for the next Jack Reacher book, not the next Lee Child joint. But the big reveal in the article: Child says he's been smoking marijuana 5 nights a week for the last 44 years.

Okay, it's one thing for your Hunter S. Thompson's to smoke. The man wrote a book about a drug-fueled drive across the desert that both horrified and intrigued my younger self. I'm convinced he invented drugs just so he'd have something new to occupy his afternoons. The inclusion of marijuana in his process is a given.

But Lee Child? This is a guy with an impressively steady output. His books are super popular, and he shares a lot of rabid fans with the likes of Bill O'Reilly (I have an inside line on this knowledge). The guy writes successful books, puts out multiple titles a year, and his main character is a straight-laced, militaristic hero type who would sooner use the word "joint" when he talks about popping a bad guy's shoulder out of socket than he would to talk about mind-altering substances.

As an aspiring writer, I'm willing to do a lot of things to improve my game. Pretty much anything, really. Different techniques, regiments of pens, lighting schemes, getting up 20 minutes earlier or 30 minutes later. Especially the 30 minutes later part. If I hear David Sedaris uses a certain kind of notebook, I take a look at it on Amazon in hopes that maybe it's cheap (it is not) and that maybe just the tiniest bit of doing what he does will transfer his talent to me (it does not).

Like a lot of writers, I use caffeine. I don't drink coffee. I abuse caffeine. Abuse it with the giddy aptitude of a teenager abusing himself during the Big Change. I drink alcohol. Not so much as a writing aid. Socially, and rarely, every few blue moons or so,to facilitate a vomit session on a country club patio.

Anyway, there are a lot of little things that writers try to get better. To write better. And if one of those things is now legal, and if a good number of the cool kids AND the squares are doing it... is there a strong reason not to try it? Or, more to the point, test it out?

Why Am I The Right Person?

For starters, it's legal for me. Which means I can write about it.

Second, I'm not a weed guy. I don't have any sort of agenda or reason to pretend that it's awesome when it's not. I don't know anything about the benefits of hemp rope or any of that, and the argument of America's Founding Fathers growing weed does nothing for me. They also probably used slaves to cultivate it, so the decision-making is questionable there. 

If weed sucks as a writing tool, I'll be honest and say it sucks. If it's awesome, I'll tell you, and maybe you'll have to plan a writer's retreat out west. I hope it succeeds because that'd be great, but I suspect it won't. That's the extent of my bias. Hope versus pessimism, which is a distillation of my normal state.

Apology and Drug Content Warning

I will talk about marijuana use here. This was all done in the legal privacy of my home, 100% compliant with the law, and I never worked or operated machinery while intoxicated. Well, unless an Xbox counts as machinery. However, I'm fairly certain that the Xbox was designed specifically to be operated while high, and good luck convincing me otherwise.

Let's keep in mind that I'm not endorsing any illegal behavior here. If smoking is illegal where you are, then, you know, just like any crime, you'll have to weigh the consequences and benefits and make your own decision.

If there are any folks under age out there, I will also say a little something. I'm a product of the D.A.R.E. system, which was all about telling kids how horrible drugs are. It's a program that most kids of the 80's and 90's remember, and recently I found out it had an abysmal success rate. My personal theory, D.A.R.E. wasn't very honest with us. I was led to believe that a hit of marijuana would cause me to go into a fugue where I would murder a cat and then eat a sandwich made out of my own face.

Look, that's not going to happen. But if you start using drugs or drinking when you're young, and if you keep doing it, everyone around you will know it when you're 25.

The Tests:

Now that we've got all that out of the way, I have four tests. It's pretty tough to plan objective tests for art. So I tried to cover a few different areas and ideas about art and the process of making art. I'll do each test high, and I'll do each test 100% sober, see which yields better results.

Please excuse me for calling this art.

For the tests taken while high, I took 5 or 6 hits total from 2 different vapor pens. These are delightful, disposable devices that are like electronic cigarettes. You take a hit, the end lights up, and when you breathe out there's just the tiniest bit of vapor, like breathing out on a cold day.

I bought two pens with different sativa strains. The two basics marijuana types you'll find at the shops are indica and sativa, and then you'll see some blends of the two. I told the nice lady at the shop about my project, and she let me know that sativa was absolutely the way to go, that I'd feel a little high but there would be no cloudiness.

Test One: Motivation

Let's be honest. Sometimes the hardest part of writing is...writing. That's a gross oversimplification, grosser than the grossest ghost in Ghostbusters, which is either Slimer eating all those hot dogs or that rotting corpse driving the taxi.

My normal method is the Put On Your Sweats method. Something I came up with from coaching runners, the premise is that you don't have to go for a run today, but you DO have to put on your sweats and walk your ass to the end of the block. Most times, if you get there, you'll decide to go ahead and run. It's that part where you move from the couch to the road that's hardest.

The writing equivalent, I'll go to a coffee shop or get set up at home, get everything out, put pen to paper. I don't have to finish anything or go any further, but most times I'll keep going once I'm that far.

The test works like this:

During a timed 5-minute period, I have two options. Start writing or watch Cosmos on Netflix. I picked that program because it seems like something I would enjoy while high.

For the 5 minutes, I'll tally how many times I decide I'd prefer to watch Cosmos and how many times I'd prefer to start writing this column. My computer is in front of me with the cursor blinking, Cosmos is ready to go on the TV with a button press.

Results: Sober, I only went for writing. I was ready to write. I figured that the infinite Cosmos would be there when I finished.

High, I tallied my thoughts. A decision to write twice, Cosmos seven times, and a third category I created, "Do Nothing" twice. Cosmos did have a strong edge in that I could watch it from the couch, which sounded like a great idea at the time. I also made a couple of arguments in favor of Cosmos, including "It's a spacetime odyssey," which, it turns out, is the tagline under the show's title.

Conclusion: The results of this test, would weed motivate me to write, came out strongly in the negative. Sober takes the category. Not a big surprise. Weed isn't exactly known for being a strong motivator. In fact, I even cruised over to the Phish forums when I was looking up advice for this column. A member asked whether or not it was a good idea to smoke before he wrote a paper that was due the next day. The advice, FROM THE PHISH FORUM, was a level-headed answer to write sober, then reward yourself with a high after you finished.

There aren't a lot of advice questions I would ask of the Phish forum, but in this case, I think it might be a good place to connect with an expert. If the Phish forum advises against drug use, then I have to count that as a hard strike against marijuana in this situation.

Creativity Test:

I'm not someone who usually requires a creative boost. I'm not bragging here. Not saying my ideas are good. Simply that I have them. I keep a notebook of what I consider my dumbest ideas in case I win the lottery or become a powerful man. These ideas include a video game called Noah's AnARKy, where you play as Noah, who has to team up with a talking bear to kill two of every animal. There's also an idea in there for a service that provides a weirdo that can be rented, and this weirdo will liven up social events such as weddings or house parties by being, well weird. Finally, there's a proposed decree that we should retire the name "Rhinoceros" in favor of the name "Rhinosaurus," pronounced "rye-no-sore-us."

Again, these aren't good ideas, just ideas that may illustrate why I don't really feel the "mind-expansion" portion of drugs is something I'm in desperate need of.

To test how creative I'm feeling, I'll use this random topic generator to come up with 3 topics, each of which I'll write on for 3 minutes. I'll do it once sober, once high. Is my mind expanded? Am I more creative?

Results: In terms of pure production, you can see the sober text (bottom sheet) is tighter and more abundant. From the high attempt, the highlight was probably a question about the art on the side of Chinese food boxes, the red dragon stuff, and whether there was anything like that in China or not. Sober, the biggest question was why they bothered with all the cult stuff in Temple Of Doom just to have child labor for a mine. I mean, it's terrible, but you don't have to do the whole cult thing to enslave children. You can just sort of decide kid labor is the way to go.

If I were to take these writing prompts and say which had more usable content, the sober attempts were a lot better. I could pull something out of each topic that's worth exploring. High? Well, one topic (Famous World War II Spies) resulted in multiple attempts at a dick joke, which I did pull off. But there was some serious heavy lifting. That's not the joke, by the way.

I WILL say I did get a lot of laughs from the high attempt, and if you had the right kind of dorks such as myself, getting high, writing on randomly-generated topics for three minutes and sharing your work would be a pretty decent get-together for people of the pen.

Editing Test:

I knew a young lady who was training for a marathon, and before her long runs, which she found boring, she would get stoned. She claimed this allowed her mind to drift and made the whole experience pretty painless.

I'm a big editor. If something of mine sees the light of day, it's been edited several times. And while editing is important, it's something that I wish was easier to slog through. It can be tedious to go through a draft the sixth time.

Can I effectively edit while high? Or even more effectively?

For this test I pulled a page from a project I'm working on. Full disclosure, it's not a heavy project. It's a story that takes off on the movie 3 Ninjas, and it's written from the dad's perspective. I always thought it would be strange to be a father who suddenly finds his boys are karate experts who regularly fist fight ADULTS.

Results: I timed each attempt, and they were pretty darn close. Sober, I got through the page a minute faster. So over time, that'd be a big gain. It's a minute, but it's also an extra 25%.

I also counted the number of changes I made. High, I made 73, while sober I made 61. Which is pretty similar, especially considering the nature of the test going over two different pages that may or may not need as many edits.

How did I feel about the corrections?

High, I felt pretty disconnected from what I was doing. I could edit a page, but only line to line. It was hard to keep track of what I was doing. The context was lost. At one point I came across a section where I'd badly copied and pasted something, and I couldn't deal with that whatsoever.

Sober, it was a lot easier to keep the entirety of the previous page in my head. To edit with more context of the larger piece as opposed to what was immediately in front of me.

Sober wins this one. Although if a person were doing line edits, someone who is used to being high might be reasonably effective.

Test: Clerical Skills

Sometimes the life of a writer is a lot of clerical stuff. Typing, inputting edits, emails. There are a lot of tasks that don't require a ton of thought. It wouldn't be such a bad thing to turn off the brain just a bit while the body did this work for me. Sort of like having my own robot who lives inside my skin. Except way less disgusting and terrible than that idea. In fact, scratch that idea from your mind. That's just an awful concept.

The test is to type up a handwritten page from my notebook. After doing it once sober and once high, I'll check for errors, record the time, and discuss whether or not it was a slog.

Results: High, I typed a page in 3 minutes, 52 seconds. Sober, it was 3 minutes, 45 seconds. Close enough there.

In terms of errors, I made 7 errors while high, 3 while sober. A difference, certainly, although while high I felt less need to correct errors I knew I was making. It was all about the typing, which could be an advantage in a case like this. If the goal is to type, you can type, and the errors made are easy to catch and rectify later.

The biggest difference: while sober I added new lines or changed the text just a bit here and there. The type-up served as a second draft opportunity, which is a plus for me. If the time is similar but I've added and edited, there's a distinct benefit to sobriety there.

Overall Results:

Weed did not improve my motivation to write, my creativity, my editing skills or my clerical skills. As a writing tool, weed batted 0-for-4.

Before someone out there gets upset, let me reiterate a few things in one short phrase: Weed didn't work for ME.

It might work for you. It certainly works for many, many other creative people, or at least it's something they feel is beneficial or essential to their process. I may have blown it and gotten entirely too high, gone beyond a working high. I'd lend credence to that theory based on the fact that I consumed two of these "donuts" which came in a strange, foreign-born box of powders. Just add water to make 4 gelatinous mounds of hate. Then decorate with the provided sprinkles.

While the smoking was a failure in terms of productivity, did it expand my mind in any significant way? Yes. Sort of.

As an explanation, let me put it this way:

I did a thing.

As a writer, something that I'd share with other writers is that it's important to do stuff. Get out and do something you haven't done, or go somewhere you haven't gone. Even if it's a weird thrift store in town or an outdoor trail, or the tourist trap that you've never gotten around to if you live in a big city.

A different experience here and there helps. If you go to the Empire State Building, you'll overhear a snatch of dialogue between tourists for a story you're working on. If you hit that thrift store, maybe you'll find a beloved object that can become a beloved object and touchstone in your newest piece. If you buy weed from the dispensary, you might not do a lot of good while you're high, but maybe you have an idea for a story about a rogue Office Depot employee selling mini staplers in a van outside the dispensary. Maybe you notice that the man who peed himself in his mobility scooter is piloting a scooter called MegaStar or Sprinter. Maybe you see something, anything you wouldn't see if you stayed in your comfort zone, which for most of us, is home.

Try a 5K this week. Maybe next week go to a music festival. Maybe the week after that you go to a church service. Even just entering your office building from a different side is something. Whatever you do, it's not just about what you do, it's about the stuff that surrounds that new thing and the way you, as a writer, experience it.

Weed did expand my mind, but not in the traditional sense. It expanded my mind to include some real-life touchstones that I wouldn't have experienced if I went to Gordon's Liquor again instead of the weed dispensary. I wouldn't have been on the hunt for "Green Crack." I wouldn't have anticipated the munchies and purchased bizarre, DIY donuts. I sure as hell wouldn't have EATEN those abominations, no matter how many sprinkles they had, if I'd been in my right mind.

Drugs can open your mind. But for me, that opening of the mind had a lot more to do with the people and places I saw, the things I heard, than it did with the chemical properties of a burning leaf.

Oh, and also, if we're talking mind expansion, I finally got to watch Cosmos after I finished the tests. I was very correct about watching that show while high. Very, very correct.

Image of Personal (Jack Reacher)
Author: Lee Child
Price: $2.23
Publisher: Delacorte Press (2014)
Binding: Hardcover, 368 pages
Manufacturer: EUROPA
Part Number: 482/1154Z
Image of Cosmos: A Spacetime Odyssey [Blu-ray]
Starring: Neil Degrasse Tyson, Tom Konkle
Rating: Unrated (Not Rated)

Column by Peter Derk

Peter Derk lives, writes, and works in Colorado.  He's a master of library science (which is a real thing) and considers himself a master of picking out the one functional treadmill in any gymnasium (which is not a real thing).  Buy him a drink sometime and he'll talk books all day.  Buy him two and he'll be happy to tell you about the horrors of being responsible for a public library's restroom.

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Josh Zancan from Crofton, MD is reading East of Eden by John Steinbeck September 12, 2014 - 10:02am

I feel like a lot of the people who find alcohol or drugs to boost their efficiency, effectiveness, and quality are the exceptions to the rule. Many times people utilize those drugs to zero them out and get them in a more balanced mindset fit for creating or theorizing (because writing isn't the only field where drugs are used as mental enhancements).

My mileage has varied at different moments in my life when it comes to this approach--sometimes enhancing, sometimes limiting--but overall, I prefer sober. I'm more consistent and can therefore better asses when and why something is or isn't working out. Also, it's more comforting to know what to expect from myself.

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Mijlocke September 12, 2014 - 10:23am

Bud only benefits me if I am outlining a new story, or have absolutely no plan whatsoever. Plopping a protagonist is an improbable situation is much easier when you're not shackled to the ground.

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cshultz81 from Oklahoma is reading Best Horror of the Year Volume 8 September 12, 2014 - 2:55pm

I used to rely heavily on various substances to unlock my creativity, but I think that had less to do with the substances themselves and everything to do with my own mental roadblocks, my inability to let go and write. Once those blocks were lifted, I found I was way more interested in fucking off than working. But that's just me.

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Redd Tramp from Los Angeles, CA is reading Mongrels by SGJ; Sacred and Immoral: On the Writings of Chuck Palahniuk; The History of Sexuality by Michel Foucault September 12, 2014 - 7:58pm

I think it's so cool that you wrote this article and tried this out. I'm a...regular smoker, I guess you'd say. I typically smoke every day, and have no difficulty in performing any tasks I'd normally do, the only exception being that certain strains have like burn-out periods where you sort-of come down, there's no real effects, it's not a heavy, drug-like come down, but sometimes you feel kind of foggy, a little sleepy. But I end up feeling like that sober most of the time. After all that's what coffee's for, right? Anyways, I think this experiment would yield very different results for a person who rarely to never smokes. When you smoke regularly, it begins to feel sort of different, your mind adjusts I guess. Though different strains just feel different, and sometimes you just find that one that's mind-blowing. Also, different methods have different intensities. A bong is stronger than a pipe is stronger than a joint. And vape's are different altogether, depending on how well it hits, and how strong the stuff is. It's been a long time since I got so high that my thoughts were floating in my face, and I couldn't do anything but zone out and sit on the couch, and I was BLOWN. I feel like usually, now, I can focus my intent before I light up, think "now's a good time to write", smoke and go. I typically get anxiety, and it puts me off writing a lot, but when I smoke pot and it's just right, I feel so good, and things...well they sometimes make more sense, and I'll let myself write and write. Patterns appear because my mind goes in directions that might not have been clear before. And things look beautiful. But of course, this is all subjective. Don't take this as anything other than my experience, which I wouldn't recommend to anyone who's young or not in a healthy frame of mind.

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BJ Wolf from Spain is reading A Capote Reader by Truman Capote September 14, 2014 - 1:15am

Whatever it is you do, as Hemingway advised, 'edit sober'!!

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thrie from vancouver, canada is reading the strain trilogy, middle of book 2. simple but good stuff. September 16, 2014 - 8:30am

This was a really great read, thanks for posting. As a fairly regular smoker (do not drink) for several years who has recently cut back, I find that when writing anything new, first draft... stay the hell away from pot. The point you made about it limiting what you're able to keep in context is absolutely spot on correct. You don't even realize it's happening until you look at what you wrote later on, sober.

Now, when polishing or working on a second draft, a nice vaporizor by your side I've found can work wonders. As with everything though, it's all about moderation. Smoke too much and you'll look at your work the next day and wonder wtf happened, "I thought it was so good!"... but smoke (er, vaporize!) just a little bit and when you're polishing the context and general structure that's already in place, it just becomes about word choice and sentence fondling and whathaveyou. Fun stuff while high and very hard to fubar :)

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Angelina Ivanka September 30, 2014 - 8:31pm

I cannot tell you how much I enjoyed this article! Really funny AND informative stuff. I myself am a total beginner to this world of the word, I just recently began writing - as in "a few weeks ago recently". I may not have a clue what I'm talking about but I agree with you entirely on the importance of "getting out and doing something different". I have noticed that by becoming more observant of my surroundings and of the little different things that happen to me every day, I keep coming up with more interesting things -at least to me- that I'd like to write about. 

I am hispanic/eastern european, study French language and literature, waitress and in my spare time - apart from my new habit of scribbling -  I soak up all that the Puerto-Rican indie/punk/hipster music and art scenes have to offer. So I have a lot of stories I would like to develop into something significant for my work. And sure, I think weed does help with connecting certain dots that one wouldnt normally connect. But, again, like you said, it varies from person to person. And definitely editing and motivation don't go hand in hand with the green stuff.

Thanks again and "bon courage"!


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helpfulsnowman from Colorado is reading But What If We're Wrong? by Chuck Klosterman October 21, 2014 - 6:53pm

Thanks, all. 

I'm slowly learning, especially thanks to this article, that weed might hit people a lot more differently than other substances. I guess it shouldn't be a surprise. Alcohol seems to do different things to different people. Caffeine. 

I've never been great at doing much of anything while altered. So my results (both in writing and terrible donuts) shouldn't have come as a surprise.

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June Faramore from Baltimore, Hon is reading Fear and Loathing on the Campaign Trail '72, The Destruction of the European Jews, Haunted, Damned, In Cold Blood, Infinite Jest November 12, 2014 - 2:53pm

I cannot write without pot.


There. I finally admitted it.


Whether it is because I have been smoking regularly since the tender age of thirteen, or my anxiety calming down after a pipe, or twatever, I need pot to write.


When I have tried to quit, the creative hit has been ATROCIOUS. Unbearable. Inconceivable.


But this is just me, and I found an article about it from a non-smoker illuminating.

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Mjotve from New York November 12, 2014 - 4:32pm

I mean, like, whatever's clever, man.

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budsoflife February 16, 2018 - 10:42am

First of all thank you for writing such great post. I truly enjoyed the writting.. Now come to the point, that a writer should write when he or she is high on weed? Then I will say, it is depend upon the personal to personal. In my case, I will love to write when i will be high on weed, because In that time, I am in seventh heaven and I can write something out of box, so I will write. But what other people will do I don't know. I have a indoor growing blog budsoflife, where sometime I write when I was high on weed.

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budsoflife February 16, 2018 - 10:45am

One more thing, I would like to add that draft everytime when you write.