if you truly were an outcast then you'd be on another plane of existence and thus your thoughts would be unintelligible to the rest of the world
wow so deep
you ever notice how like if you look at your hands there are like, fingers just like attached to them just like what are you doing, fingers, what even are you, oh my god
yes this sort of thing happens to me quite frequently, also with the penis lips and eyeballs the doctor said it was PTSD related depersonalization; sexual intercourse can be a particularly depersonalizing experience unless I've had enough to drink but unfortunately the body can't absorb alcohol like it used to the question is why have they targeted me? Why demonize something that doesn't even exist on a conceptional level. of course biologically I exist but that's merely chemical reactions. Ultimately their persecution will make of this sickness a terrible being a monster born within me and then they can just go ahead and moralize to that thing. Which I imagine they shall do, middle class Americans are so morally self-righteous that when they die and go to hell they give lectures about good table manners to the demons
Man....
